I’m the type of person that can’t stand to see good things end. I have to re-read books and pause movies to brace myself. I know that might seem silly, but thats me. It’s always bittersweet. It’s weird how attached we become to people we don’t know and characters that don’t exist, for a while those worlds are our safe havens, they are our home away from home, we live in those worlds for 600 pages or 120 minutes. We get so wrapped up in the lives of people who are fake. It’s such a crazy thought. Yet I love them and I can never bring myself to read the ending or watch the finale, because I don’t want to let go of something that made me feel safe, that brought me happiness. I always have to start over right before I get to the conclusion and enjoy the journey all over before it gets to the very end. And even after I’ve read it or watched it, I might still cry even though I know how it will end. It’s just weird how it works that way. It is just weird. (side note, my grammar will never be perfect, sorry for that, I type how I speak, and it is probably awkward for those of you reading this who don’t actually know me.)
(another side note, I was asked to start blogging. Originally it was for beauty advice on makeup, but I usually ramble about a lot of things and when I put up my idea for blogging and video logging a lot of people told me I should do it, so here it is, my first blog entry thing, so yeah. Its all just going to be very random and whatever comes to mind).
ps I said I would call the blog “Blunt Bitch” and people liked it so… yeah
Niall, I have braces, obviously we are soul mates. Harry, I have curly brown hair, obviously we are soul mates. Liam, I have puppies, obviously we are soul mates. Zayn, I have hazel eyes, obviously we are soul mates. Louis, I love Harry, obviously we are soul mates, Just kidding babe, I have a navy and white striped shirt, obviously we are soul mates.
Honestly, though, they are all so incredible in so many ways and even getting to call myself their friend would be a blessing. If only.
I AM FINALLY WATCHING ONE DIRECTION UP ALL NIGHT THE LIVE TOUR AND I CANNOT CONTAIN THESE EMOTIONS, OH GOD.
YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU DO TO ME. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. SEEING THEM ON MY TV IS SO AMAZING. I WISH AMERICA HAD MORE OF THEIR BRITISH (AND IRISH) INVASION. IT TOOK AMERICA FOREVER TO SELL THEIR BOOKS AND MOVIE AND I AM SO FUCKING STOKED. I AM WEARING MY VIP PASS AND EVERYTHING. OH GOD.
I AM BEYOND HAPPY. I LOVE YOU HARRY, LIAM, ZAYN, LOUIS AND NIALL. SO. DAMN. MUCH.
I honestly can’t fucking wait. This news just made my day. I am so fucking excited. October 2012, omfg.